During this time, the days have blended together. I was reminded that today was Friday only because I had to get my paycheck. Last weekend, I broke. I found it as an excuse to let my problem with alcohol run wild. I will not drink by myself again this weekend. I will not.
For the first time, I've recently discovered how amazing life can be. I drank to rid myself of my problems and only created more. I initially did not take this pandemic serious and viewed it as nothing more than a built in excuse for people to avoid me. Lives have been lost, countless others are ill. This situation is bigger than me and I understand it now. I wish everybody the best!
If you are reading this and have some time to kill during this quarantine, please read my last post and let me know what you think.
I am getting better but can only take it one day at a time.
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